Frustrated Dream-Chaser

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I've been dreaming since I was little and it saddens me that the only dream I'm proud of as of now is being able to graduate from college and being a degree-holder. But... From a course I NEVER dreamed of. I will always regret that day I crossed out Clothing Technology as my course choice in UP Diliman. Regretted even more that I didn't made it to the BAA quota but passed the UPCAT accepted scores. "I should've been accepted in UP". Time passed by and through constant talking to my Potter, and musing and wandering a lot in the past months -- I know there's a purpose for having been able to graduate from BSC-Management of Financial Institutions from a prominent university, DLSU-M.

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Struck, Pondered and Moving On...

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The aftermath of Passionista. Followed by 1 John 2:16. I was slapped. I woke up from a sad and bitter reality. I pondered. I'm now moving on. That's how I wanna show our love is mutual and irrevocable.

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Lamest So Far

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This is my yearly birthday post.

Yes, as what you can read -- it's the lamest. I just feel sad that nothing special happened. Or maybe I was just used to surprises and celebrations the past 21 years. I was used to my Orig4 celebrating it with me -- but this year, it is totally different. SO DIFFERENT that my parents didn't even greet me on Merie-day. So different that I didn't even had a birthday cake. So different... That I just consoled myself that whatever happens for the rest of the week, it's part of my week-long celebration, yeah whatever. After all, I wished for something like this.

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Lag

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I'm lagging here. I'm more active in writing my daily musings in my LiveJournal and Tumblr (i'm welcome to friends and followers. js. haha!). I wanted to post my full Passionista blog and my yearly birthday post but I don't think I can anytime soon. *sigh* I also find it weird that my blogger friends have been lost somewhere. :( I feel like I'm all alone in here well except for my Shing, Tine (well, duuuuh? :P) and a few more others who I call are definitely the real bloggers and not just online posers.

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for the past 5 years...

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Now playing: 에픽하이 (Epik High) - Rocksteady (Feat. Kero One, Dumbfoundead, MYK, Rakka (Dilated Peoples))
via FoxyTunes im bound to post my yearly birthday post soon...
what is in store for me?
Nov 9 already started great and even had a mini Nov 8 celebration (just like last year)..

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60th post

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and I can't think of a good title...

Slowly, i am getting into my senses. I only need this one thing to complete my transformation. I've been pondering a lot lately. I don't sleep right away, I pray and think a lot but in the end entrust all unto my Potter.

Hello blogspot!!! Can you say something in here?? Ok thanks. :P

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Someday i'll walk along the aisle...

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The wedding photos and footage i have seen today make me wanna wear a lovely bridal gown and walk along the aisle…

I, wearing the white bridal gown
You, wearing the suit
Both of us walking in sync towards the stars and moon, I swear
No lies, no suspicion
My dearest prince, stay with me

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Not totally OK but a LOT better now

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My dear blogspot, I missed you :)

Days had been crooked, I had the nastiest moods, i felt chaotic, my head was in a HUGE mess and now I'm feeling better :) Thank God.

So what keeps me busy??

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til i find myself again

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I'll be back here when I'm totally fine cos apparently I AM NOT.
I'm on other blogs where I am ranting most of the time. (hello LJ)
Sorry if i have to abandon you for now.
I'll be back, hopefully soon.

Something is definitely wrong with me.

I start by admitting this to myself.

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I See the Sky

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The sky, the clouds, the rainbow, the stars ~ these are all that cheer me up and help me brighten my day when i'm in a gloomy mood. That photo on the left was shot by me (im no good at photography) yesterday while i'm walking along our street. I came from wandering around the city and i realized again and again and again that life is indeed wonderful. Yesterday is a bliss. Yes, I was alone wandering but I am free ~ that freedom God gave me. I've sort of pondered what have I been doing with the freedom God has granted ~ then too many realizations followed. But at the end of the day I'm grateful and happy.

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midnight fantasy

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Something's wrong with me but I'm doing the best that I can to get rid of the mess.

I'm bum for 3 weeks now. I stay at home 99% of the time. And I spend a lot of my time with my laptop and with the internet -- just like almost the same time of the year of 2008. I pray and is constantly talking to God to what His plans are for me. As for now, all I can see is a vast horizon. I feel like I'm riding a car, heavy rain pouring outside and my view isn't clear. I need the sun, I need God to tell me, and I need me to hear Him.

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Define Haengbok :)

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Lalalala.

No I won't blog about Eunhyuk's lovable dance moves. Just posting. Haha!

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Comeback

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I'm back complete with a new layie for my blog who just turned 1 last July! Happy 1-year http://msheng12-fruitcake.blogspot.com! (still missing my old blog though *sniff sniff*). Simple layie as I don't wanna spend hours tweaking. The header photos were taken by Oluj (my fave photographer) and I just simply edited it. Twas from our photoshoot last Saturday.

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BRB

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How I miss blogging and reading other blogger's journals. It's been over a month since my last update. And when I'm definitely back, I'll make sure that I've been freed from slavery and torture.. nyahaha...

This site needs a major overhaul most especially, it'll already be celebrating it's anniversary. It's been a year, eh? And I miss yet again, yet again, yet again, yet again and again my previous blog. *sigh*

BRB.
SOON...

I miss y'all.

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Hello blog!!!

I’m once again writing an entry here at the office. Nothing much to do, so, here I am.

*sigh*

I miss everyone in the blogosphere. I can’t find time to bloghop, maybe that time could be when I already have no work or when there’d be one week no work! How I really wish.

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