In a rather pensive mood. *pats myself at the back* Okay, maybe not. Just feeling like sharing something and maybe word vomit.
And in this process of healing, one article on nature, on ecosystem moved me. If a nature can heal itself, by "killing", then this pain I am feeling is necessary and vital. The barren valley grew and bloomed because there was an important change that was introduced. Other species arose contributing to a whole lot better ecosystem. If the Man up there who knew right from the start the roles of this creatures in the big big cycle, caused the cause and effect of nature; then I, who's dearly loved by that Man, must embrace this process of healing I am still going through -- all these pruning and cutting. And the beautiful transformation, did it happen overnight? No. It even took decades. No hurrying. Better things will arrive. Best days ahead. And someday all of these will make a lot of sense in the greater scheme of things.
Please watch the video below. It IS AMAZING. And to better understand all those I blurted out above hahaha!