Sunday, December 13, 2009

Muntik Na


I laughed at myself for almost giving up. Though I don't stick to the cliche "Giving up is never an option", I admit that yesterday and until today, I somehow realized that it would actually do me good if I adhere to it. Muntikan nang matisod. But, sorry, I don't serve you people, I exist because of Him and for Him. Hah. I'm being tested. I almost failed, but thank God, I'm still holding on.

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Saturday, December 12, 2009

Say goodbye to too much fangirling. Say hello to a whole new world~


Come Monday, and hopefully onwards, my schedule would be pretty hectic (artista??). Seriously, I chose that kind of schedule and I need to endure it. I need money. This would be a challenge. I got 'THE CALL' this evening and I was in shock after talking to her. I was thinking way too much that I haven't noticed my Mom entering my room and saw me in a staring-at-space-mood. Lord, help me. To be honest, I have no idea how to start. And what that Jonathan told us is that the beginning is the crucial part of this career. I must be one step ahead. Wah! I am scared.

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Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Sunday no. 49

It's the quickest title i can think of (despite the fact I somehow counted)...

I was the MC of our church's 2nd service. It's not an easy task. I was shaking. There were around 400 people in front of me and I was almost lost for words. But of course I asked for the Holy Spirit's guidance and I did pretty well for a first-timer. Oh please, let me do prayers not much of an MC. I know I've been MC-ing for youth gatherings but not for this. I can't live without throwing a lame punchline. Lol. Lame...

And then we had this exam during our youth gathering and it was really like an exam taking by students in class and make the subject Theology. Hahaha! It was a funny experience for our youth group because I seriously saw creased eyebrows and wrinkled foreheads because of too much thinking about the answers. Some of the questions were Bible based, some were taken from lessons taken. Funny how almost of us hear the verses every Sunday/convention/seminars and yet when it's time to fill in the blanks, all we wanna do is grab the Bible we have and look for the right answer. We have yet to know the results on Sunday. Lol. Just like a real exam, we were seated one seat apart. HAHAHAHA!

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Thursday, December 3, 2009

Parking Lot Getaway


Yeah right, I visited the salon for another haircut just this afternoon. I just got my haircut last Monday. Lol. Not contented? Now my bangs gone really SHORTER. But I'm dealing with it. Haha! Julo and I, after chilling at Starbucks ATC, played with his camera in the parking lot. It was fun. I forgot I had some real-life problems to deal with.

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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Caramel Macchiato and LDD

*calming myself down*


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Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Weekend no.47

Nov 21, 2009

The day thrilled up as soon as the sun had set. Movie date with Friday club feat. Armon.

So after Julio had SMS-ed us that there are available seats in Festival Mall, Julie, Nik, Armon and I had our final YES to see the New Moon movie which was actually long been scheduled -- a year ago. Just sad, other BERKS whom I greatly expect of didn't respond. Boo Y'ALL! Busy much eh? Anyways, the screening started 9:05PM. Uhmmm, I don't have much to tell about a lame-sleepy movie. As what I expected, the novel itself is not worthy of a movie and voila! I was right. I don't even know why others applauded when the credits were already being shown. And as I always say, don't judge a movie by its book is HIGHLY applicable. I swear I napped for a little less than 5 mins. Oh, some people shrieked that time Jacob removed his shirt. Whuuut? Just a few things I loved about the movie:
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Friday, November 20, 2009

The David in Pacquiao

Manny Pacquiao is someone really worthy to be labeled as Pinoy Pride. Let us set aside those controversies tagged along with his name. Thus I support what Pres. GMA awarded him -- the Sikatuna Award Rank of Datu -- just this afternoon. He is one true-blooded Pinoy not merely going up inside the rink and fighting for his label's sake nor for money but he's also fighting for and in-behalf of his beloved Philippines and its citizenry. No wonder his name is paired with Pambansang Kamao, Pound for Pound King, People's Champ, bayani among others.

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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Frustrated Dream-Chaser


I've been dreaming since I was little and it saddens me that the only dream I'm proud of as of now is being able to graduate from college and being a degree-holder. But... From a course I NEVER dreamed of. I will always regret that day I crossed out Clothing Technology as my course choice in UP Diliman. Regretted even more that I didn't made it to the BAA quota but passed the UPCAT accepted scores. "I should've been accepted in UP". Time passed by and through constant talking to my Potter, and musing and wandering a lot in the past months -- I know there's a purpose for having been able to graduate from BSC-Management of Financial Institutions from a prominent university, DLSU-M.

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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Struck, Pondered and Moving On...


The aftermath of Passionista. Followed by 1 John 2:16. I was slapped. I woke up from a sad and bitter reality. I pondered. I'm now moving on. That's how I wanna show our love is mutual and irrevocable.

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Saturday, November 14, 2009

Lamest So Far

This is my yearly birthday post.

Yes, as what you can read -- it's the lamest. I just feel sad that nothing special happened. Or maybe I was just used to surprises and celebrations the past 21 years. I was used to my Orig4 celebrating it with me -- but this year, it is totally different. SO DIFFERENT that my parents didn't even greet me on Merie-day. So different that I didn't even had a birthday cake. So different... That I just consoled myself that whatever happens for the rest of the week, it's part of my week-long celebration, yeah whatever. After all, I wished for something like this.

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Thursday, November 12, 2009



I'm lagging here. I'm more active in writing my daily musings in my LiveJournal and Tumblr (i'm welcome to friends and followers. js. haha!). I wanted to post my full Passionista blog and my yearly birthday post but I don't think I can anytime soon. *sigh* I also find it weird that my blogger friends have been lost somewhere. :( I feel like I'm all alone in here well except for my Shing, Tine (well, duuuuh? :P) and a few more others who I call are definitely the real bloggers and not just online posers.
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Monday, November 9, 2009

for the past 5 years...

Now playing: 에픽하이 (Epik High) - Rocksteady (Feat. Kero One, Dumbfoundead, MYK, Rakka (Dilated Peoples))
via FoxyTunes im bound to post my yearly birthday post soon...
what is in store for me?
Nov 9 already started great and even had a mini Nov 8 celebration (just like last year)..
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Thursday, November 5, 2009

60th post

and I can't think of a good title...

Slowly, i am getting into my senses. I only need this one thing to complete my transformation. I've been pondering a lot lately. I don't sleep right away, I pray and think a lot but in the end entrust all unto my Potter.

Hello blogspot!!! Can you say something in here?? Ok thanks. :P

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Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Someday i'll walk along the aisle...

The wedding photos and footage i have seen today make me wanna wear a lovely bridal gown and walk along the aisle…

I, wearing the white bridal gown
You, wearing the suit
Both of us walking in sync towards the stars and moon, I swear
No lies, no suspicion
My dearest prince, stay with me

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Monday, October 26, 2009

Not totally OK but a LOT better now

My dear blogspot, I missed you :)

Days had been crooked, I had the nastiest moods, i felt chaotic, my head was in a HUGE mess and now I'm feeling better :) Thank God.

So what keeps me busy??

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Sunday, September 6, 2009

til i find myself again

I'll be back here when I'm totally fine cos apparently I AM NOT.
I'm on other blogs where I am ranting most of the time. (hello LJ)
Sorry if i have to abandon you for now.
I'll be back, hopefully soon.

Something is definitely wrong with me.

I start by admitting this to myself.
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Thursday, August 27, 2009

I See the Sky


The sky, the clouds, the rainbow, the stars ~ these are all that cheer me up and help me brighten my day when i'm in a gloomy mood. That photo on the left was shot by me (im no good at photography) yesterday while i'm walking along our street. I came from wandering around the city and i realized again and again and again that life is indeed wonderful. Yesterday is a bliss. Yes, I was alone wandering but I am free ~ that freedom God gave me. I've sort of pondered what have I been doing with the freedom God has granted ~ then too many realizations followed. But at the end of the day I'm grateful and happy.
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Monday, August 17, 2009

midnight fantasy

Something's wrong with me but I'm doing the best that I can to get rid of the mess.

I'm bum for 3 weeks now. I stay at home 99% of the time. And I spend a lot of my time with my laptop and with the internet -- just like almost the same time of the year of 2008. I pray and is constantly talking to God to what His plans are for me. As for now, all I can see is a vast horizon. I feel like I'm riding a car, heavy rain pouring outside and my view isn't clear. I need the sun, I need God to tell me, and I need me to hear Him.

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Friday, August 7, 2009

Define Haengbok :)


No I won't blog about Eunhyuk's lovable dance moves. Just posting. Haha!

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Tuesday, August 4, 2009


I'm back complete with a new layie for my blog who just turned 1 last July! Happy 1-year! (still missing my old blog though *sniff sniff*). Simple layie as I don't wanna spend hours tweaking. The header photos were taken by Oluj (my fave photographer) and I just simply edited it. Twas from our photoshoot last Saturday.

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Friday, June 26, 2009


How I miss blogging and reading other blogger's journals. It's been over a month since my last update. And when I'm definitely back, I'll make sure that I've been freed from slavery and torture.. nyahaha...

This site needs a major overhaul most especially, it'll already be celebrating it's anniversary. It's been a year, eh? And I miss yet again, yet again, yet again, yet again and again my previous blog. *sigh*


I miss y'all.
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Friday, May 8, 2009

Hello blog!!!

I’m once again writing an entry here at the office. Nothing much to do, so, here I am.


I miss everyone in the blogosphere. I can’t find time to bloghop, maybe that time could be when I already have no work or when there’d be one week no work! How I really wish.

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Monday, April 20, 2009

Bigger Picture

It’s been a month. My blog seems like it’s in a hiatus, but truthfully, I’ve been checking on it regularly, hoping for blogger friends who still visit despite my no-time-to-visit-them plus no-net-connection-at-home. And I’m thankful that there are still who visit – true blogger friends indeed – special mention to my darling Shing! Wuhoo! I also do hope that my blogger friends haven’t erased or removed yet my link on their lists, but then again, I really can’t blame them. I wanna ‘go back’ to the cyberworld. I wanna share so many stuff but as for now, I would just like to share this entry I made 2 months ago.

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Sunday, March 22, 2009

My Soul Sings...

Whew! It’s Summer Cruise already! I can totally feel the heat! Summer heat equals summer fun under the sun! But… I’m still a gloomy rainy person J

The day after V-day and the days after that day, A LOT has happened! And I mean A LOT!!! A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT! And I blame the clock for moving too fast, and giving me no time to update. Or is it my fault -- my fault that I lay on my bed as soon as I get home. I feel lazy to open the laptop and connect to the net. I just wanted to sleep – make that eat and sleep.

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Sunday, March 8, 2009


I'm still alive :)

Just an update , a mini update.

  • I'm saddened by Francis M.'s death.... :( Serious. I like his artistry. But he's in a better place now.
  • I'm currently enjoying where I am now. :)
  • I miss blogging.
  • I miss bloghopping.
  • I miss my blogger friends.
That's all.. haha!
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Sunday, February 15, 2009

you changed my life in a moment

bwahahaha. The title is so cheesy. :) So there is this guy, err, ok make them two, who brighten my days! I get excited each time I wake up, looking forward to seeing them. Haha. In other words -- lumalandi! Hahaha! Basically these words are enough to sum up my Monday to Friday this week.

Moving on... (since im really not into telling stories mood)A year ago, it was like this:
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Sunday, February 8, 2009

not in hiatus just busy

It's been 2 weeks, almost 2 weeks since my last update. This Blogspot of mine went down in my priority list. One top-lister is SLEEP and errr Plurk, I need to get a 100 karma asap so that I can leave it alone and not already mind when its karma points are going down. I can't even visit my pet, Furawe in Pet Society, can't even play Mafia and Fashion Wars. Haha! But I check on my Multiply, Twitter and Tumblr. Hahaha!

As rare as I update this blog is as often as I update my written journal. The everyday happenings, events, resents, raves, rants, imaginations, realizations, etc are written there, to the point that I'm bound to replace it soon.

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Sunday, January 25, 2009

What I've been loooong waiting for

Finally... Those things I've been looooonging, i've been long wanting and waiting for were finally granted! These are the good news for the first month of this year!

First off, after a year of 'untouchable hair' (yes, that long) I got my hair cut already! My hair is really 'choosy'. My crowning glory is pretty much sensitive to who touches it so I guess it found a new friend in Coke of Bench Fix salon (do I really have to mention her name and feel like i'm endorsing the salon? hahaha) Yessss I love her already! I only had 2 stylists and those 2 opted to do business abroad. The others who touched my hair after these 2 really made my hair catastrophic -- bad hair days! I'm exaggerating but but but I feel like they're not really taking good care of my hair. Also, I really don't like gays touching my hair.


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Thursday, January 22, 2009

wait, what?

No no no! I'm not yet dead but i'm dead busy. I've been out most of the days since I last updated. Ahm ahm, the post before this, yes the one with the verse was just imported from my Multiply, yeah, the cross-post thing. So my last update was... wait, what? Jan 11, 2009! Good thing my personal written diary is up to date :D I've been lazy (admitted) to update this, thanks to Plurk and to Tumblr. Microblogging and easy-blogging! Haha!

I've been attending some job interviews and it was errr traumatic. Haha! And i'll stop here (about the interviews).

I definitely have some good news to relay the next update. (hmmm.. now i'm thinking if i should tell it here, since i dont want some people to know about this, haha)

For now let me just share some random thoughts emitted by my almost-asleep brain cells:

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Saturday, January 17, 2009



I should always be reminded. I should. I should.
For whom or for what have I been doing things lately?

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Sunday, January 11, 2009

First Ever Guy Debut I've Been To

Yeay to me! I've been out today! Today's the very first time I went out of my house for this year, 2009! Of course I attended Church service! Wow, how I miss the House of the Lord, the house where I praise and worship and listen to the Good News. Technically, it's my first service for this year as well!

I loved today's message as well. THERE IS HOPE FOR THE PHILIPPINES.

if my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land.
-2 Chronicles 7:14

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Thursday, January 8, 2009

OH! It's 2009

Hello my dear blog! D'you missh me??

It's 2009! Slap me! 2009 already and I JUST GOT BACK TO MY SENSES!

I was literally out of touch with cyberspace for a week because I got sick! What a way to jumpstart 2009, aye?

So to everybody whom I wasn't able to greet
I need to do some special mention to my Shing Jez!!!

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